Anonymous asked: I used to look up to you in like 2012 but now it's like confidence has become cockiness and followers have gotten to your head and you just seem to act like you're above everyone. I remember a couple months back you posted a vid on ig talking about the people complimenting you and everyone needs to stop bc they just sound thirsty over you and idk I just wish you and tons of the other 18 yr old tumblr kids didn't act as if they're actual celebrities.
I’m not cocky and I also don’t think I’m a celebrity, I’m very thankful for ppl calling me beautiful all the time, but understand that most people don’t even see me as a person anymore, but as an object and constantly pick me apart, my guard is up higher than ever because everything I do on the internet, someone sees. It’s not that I think I’m a celebrity, but understand that with all my social networks combined it’s over 100K people watching me….. It’s terrifying as an 18 year old girl. I can’t post up a picture where I don’t look perfect bc ppl screenshot it and post it on twitter and instagram ect. It’s also hard to stay true to myself when that many people want to see what im doing, and when a lot of people ridicule me CONSTANTLY. So sorry if I’m not the same person I was in 2012 when u admired me, but if you had people constantly scrutinizing you on the internet, you’d probably have ur guard up high as well. There’s so many factors, and u might not understand. But you don’t know me, so please stop judging me.